Why did God allow this to happen?

I woke up this morning with a profound sense of "Why God?"
While spending time wondering WHY - and asking, "WHY did God allow this to be in my life?" I came up with some logical reasons such as;
that's life, we live in a broken world, everyone experiences difficulties...

BUT really deep down I question the logic - God loves me, God is sovereign and Romans 8:28 says all things work together for the good of those who love Him - right? SO, tell me the REAL REASON for the problems in my life --- I want to know MY - WHY?

WHY do I have limitations that most people do not experience; challenging day to day health problems - fatigue and at times limited mobility.
WHY did my grandchild have birth defects and why did we experience the loss of a precious baby (Harold lived for less than one hour)?

THEN I looked up Romans 8:28 and I read something very different! >
- In all things, God works together with those who love him to bring about what is good —
"hmmm".

My conclusion: Life is not about why! AND problems are not about me!
Today, MY ONE THING: I will be aware of God's presence and love for everyone in my life.

Today, I pledge to work with God to bring love, hope, healing, joy and peace to this broken world.